Monday, October 31, 2005



Tell me a story. Simply love pictures, and each seems to show a different perspective, yeah?

Stayover! Guess what? It's my 2nd time back at Meeshell's house again! Gonna mug till real late tonight, while so many of you are out partying at Halloween's! Sigh, long night ahead for me yeah? Anyways, Mee's parents came to fetch us both from school, and we stopped by to ta pao yummy rohor beancurd on the way back! Had a hot shower at her place too, and now I'm comfortably in one of her ever so cute pyjamas, coding my java. Grins. Only thing, I don't have my hp charger with me; and it's really low batt after talkin with lewis. So, sms instead k?

Argh, too many things on my mind now. Think I'll return to coding instead, or else I'll have to stay up till like 6am! Blog again soon! Happy halloween! Winks.

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Thursday, October 27, 2005



Love, Unchanging Posted by Picasa

dUm buzz on my hp! Yeah, I got ur reminder to remember you! So cute. Thought you were just playing games on my hp at Swensens! Laughs.

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Monday, October 24, 2005



A Glimpse. Posted by Picasa
Love this picture, especially the girl's nonchalant look on her face. It's amazing how a picture speaks of a thousand words yeah. Well, same goes for a person ya. It's intricate how each one's life is pieced together, of thousands of miniature stories, each interwoven and vividly entailed. Looking back at the end of your life, I really wonder if one can remember clearly each phase of progression. Or at least the colourful portions yeah?

Posted by sOtz at 1:24 am

Thursday, October 20, 2005



Home is where the Heart is. Posted by Picasa

House Affair. Haha, it's strange you know..that each time I'm tempted to persuade my parents to move house, I'll always meet someone telling me how much they love my house! And more than often, it's people I hardly know or talk to. I met this guy today on the train back home who said he remembered how he was at cell group at my house once. Well, what surprised me most though, was how he remembered the tiny details of my house, only having been to my house just once, almost 5 years back! He said he remembers the steps up to the living room, and then a further flight of stairs to my bedrooms. He too described the doors to my courtyard for me, as well as the mini patio with the steps by the side. He remembers too, the big drain behind my house, with the private estates on the other side. It amazes me, as I can picture out my own house through his eyes as he vividly describes it. Hmm..I wonder what it is with my house that fascinates so many people? And why so many misses it so much? Well...shrugs. Guess that's something for me to realize yeah?

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Tuesday, October 18, 2005


To me, you are perfect. Wow, I love that scene. Watched love actually, the uncut version on 2dots's laptop, and it was simply nice! Actually wishing it could be Christmas now, coz it's my favourite time of the year! It's better than angbaos at CNY or presents at birthdays yeah? Just simply love Christmas! Don't you too?

Wkend Rendevous. Haha, spent my sat night over at Meeshell's house, and it was pretty fun! Mee's mum made awesome Tiramisu, and we drove out to watch a midnight movie, FlightPlan. Gosh, driving was a challenge for me, coz I've never driven a manual car since my test! It was so dumb, coz I tried going up a really steep slope twice on the 2nd gear, and of course the engine gave up on me too. Laughs. Better driving next time I guess.

Asian Kitchen! Tried out this new restaurant yesterday with Sue for dinner, which ML once recommended! It wasn't too bad, serves mainly like Crystal Jade stuff and deserts. Waiting for gorgeous to come back from Auzzie, then we'll try out the buffet at Oriental! Yeah! Can't wait for the HK trip too! It's gonna be our first trip together, with Sue, Gorgeous, Sheena and San! Hope it wouldn't be our last trip though! : )

Okie dokie, gotta study for MA now. Haiz. Gonna go offline, coz I can't seem to concentrate! Laughs. Have a good day!

Posted by sOtz at 10:13 am

Saturday, October 15, 2005


"Maybe I Only Exist in Your Mind"

An excerpt from Before Sunrise! It's a really nice show. Like it, coz the conversations are kinda thought-provoking. You can catch a glimpse of the it here! Both Kai, Meesh, and Leonard have the dvd, so you know who to borrow it from yeah! Laughs. Anyways, Kevin uploaded the animated feature Waking Life on my Ipod too, which Leon is like watching right now too! Have to read the website while watching though, cos it's very hard to follow all their conversations.

Butt-Ache. Can't believe, we cycled all the way from Marine Parade to Changi Village in the hot mid-afternoon sun! Gosh. Have this horrible sleeve-tan now. Laughs. But it's really fun though! Think I'd have just died, if it weren't for the Ipod to keep me going. Haha. Kev's bike broke down halfway though, the left pedal fell off! What's worse, coz he was the last pedalling, and was shouting for me to wait for him, but I just couldn't hear him through the music, so I left him far behind pushing his bike. Poor thing! Haha...well hope all our legs wd still be functioning tml!

Okies, gotta rush to meet Meeshell for a movie! Enjoy ur SUnday!

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All by Myself. Sigh, really gonna be home alone this weekend, with my parents away and my sister and maid over at my granny's house. Still wondering what to do..shrugs.

*Away* Falling Asleep!

Posted by sOtz at 12:27 am

Thursday, October 13, 2005





Santorini, Greece
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All that talk is cheap. Well, there's a million places that I want to go. But most of all, I want to go backpacking in Europe sometime, and sometime soon! Want to travel through London, Venice, Vienna, Amsterdam, Spain, Germany, Greece, and even places in Poland and Croatia! Oooh..it'll be so exciting! Hmm well, don't want to go in a big group though, coz it'll be tiring to accommodate to everyone's needs and whimps. Think bout 2-4 would be an ideal size yeah? Have to travel light, and do minimal shopping! Laughs. Wanna pick up several different conversational languages as I travel, and bring home tons of memories spinning in my head! Want to walk till my feet hurt, run through fruit harvests, dance silly in the rain, sample various kinds of wine, savour exotic types of food, and eat late night suppers without a care. Laughs. Sounds crazy and idealistic yeah? Well, I'd always believed that if you can perceive it, you can have it!

New Furniture. Bought a new clothes rack! Yeah! Can finally find a resting place for my clothes! Laughs. Spent most part of my day in ikea yesterday, and it's so fun shopping there! Except for the fact that 2dots bought this awesome bed table that I'm so jealous of! It spreads right across the bed, where u can do your work or dine in bed! Hmphs. Should start singing "All I want for Christmas, is a queen-sized bed!" Laughs. Ate yummy chinese food at Pu Tien yesterday too! Glad that 2dots liked it! Went back to fix our furniture after, and it's all up now! Yipee. A BIG thanks to 2dots! Muak!

Okies, gonna go write darling Meeshell a testimonial before I hit the books! Have a delicious day ahead!

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Ushin! Wonders how her Canada trip went? Posted by Picasa

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Jie! Gosh, ha, now I know how much weight I've put on!Posted by Picasa

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With my mummy at the makeup exhibition! Oh dears, I look so much like a boy! Laughs. Posted by Picasa

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Monday, October 10, 2005


Before Sunrise. I love the show! Though it's kinda weird that I watched the sequel before the prequel. Laughs. Couldn't wait to watch with Meeshell, so ended up watching the DVD Kai lent me with my mum, and surprisingly, she stayed awake throughout the show! Grins. Had a movie marathon with my parents last night too. Watched Initial D, and Girl Interrupted. Both were really nice, in very different ways. Kinda a movie buff eh?

My Mind. Sometimes, it scares me to know how fast my thoughts can run. In the mornings especially, I can be deep in thought, while taking the NEL to school, and it feels like ages as I'm lost in the world of my own, only to find that when I break out of my thoughts, the train had only reached Potong Pasir (which is only 2 stops away). Well, guess the mind's the hardest thing to control yeah. Think nobody has really come close to reading my mind, maybe except for MrBaggy. It's interesting how our conversations are always on serious matters though, which kinda acts like a mental stimulant. Haha, I'll never fail to smile when people comment how easy it is to read me like a book. Laughs, well guess people will only know you to the degree that you open up to them yeah..

Oh well, gotta go sleep le. Been slacking today, so I'll really have to pay for it with the remainder of the week I have left. Sigh, study hard sOtz!

Posted by sOtz at 10:09 pm

Thursday, October 06, 2005


Wished I knew..
..how it's like to be a boy?
..how it is to be far away from where I am right now?
..how it's like to feel on top of the world standing next to the one you love?
..how it's like to laugh and cry at the same time?
..how it's like to have erasable memories?
..how it's like to be hugged a full 10 minutes?
..how it's possible to love and hate the same person?
..how brave it is to do the right thing even when it's the last thing on your mind?
..how hard it is to turn away when your heart skips a beat?
..how it is to be able to read someone else's mind like a book?
..how easily people can be replaced?
..how it is to feel loved?

Laughs. Guess it's just me that I wanna understand more yeah.

Posted by sOtz at 1:35 pm