Sunday, November 28, 2004


Deep in Thought

Service was really good today! Learnt about humility and was really encouraged to keep on for God. The semina this week was really impactful too, and I've learnt alot.

Anyway, was shopping with char yesterday, before watching Mama Mia, when Liyun called. Was both shocked and discouraged on hearing what happened. Called up Gab to talk to him, and he was shocked too. Coincidentally, he joined me for service today, and we got to talk for awhile before service. I was really cheered up by his presence, as I felt I'm not alone here. Was also glad to see him for the first time in the birthday shirt I've gotten him. Guess I've never noticed before, though he'd worn it several times, coz I was always rushing about, and we hardly met. Sigh, I really miss the tripleE days, do u?

Anyway, Mama-mia was really good! But somehow I guess my mind was pre-occupied during the show. After the show, I was on my way to help Sheryl out with her christmas tree, when I spotted the police outside her door. Evidently, her dad had created trouble for her again by throwing stuff out of the house, and inconveniencing the passer-bys. I'm still trying to think of a solution for her. If you do have any ideas, do tell me.

There's just too much stuff on my mind to think about; think I should go pray.

Post again soon!


Posted by sOtz at 10:12 pm

Friday, November 26, 2004


Jingle Bells Jingles Bells Jingle Bells Rock!

Laughs. In a Christmasy mood now! Exams over, stress relieved, and laziness sets in! : )

The exam week did fly by really fast! Was just talking to sue last thurs, she'd just spent her 21st birthday in AMSTERDAM! Lucky girl! Her friends bought her the ticket n flew to celebrate with her there! : ) Happy Birthday Sue! Hope to see you soon at christmas!
So glad exams are over! Have had 2 days of freedom; Corny's just ended today! Hee. There's so many things I wanna do this hols! Never-ending list! But at the top of my list would definately be XMAS shopping! I should write a list here yeah? Else I'll forget, so here's it:

1. Send xMas cards out! (My xMas resolution this yr, coz it's been ages since i last did)
2. XMAS SHOPPING!!!! I want my xmas tree to be filled this year! Hint~wink!
3. Buy my dear mummy's birthday present! Her age? sHh...it's a secret! : )
4. Go JB to eat seafood! Takers, takers?
5. Learn how to operate the washing machine and rice cooker! (Else i'll starve and stink in ohio! Laughs.)
5. Wanna watch the Incredibles and Polar Express! Takers x3?
6. SAVE money!! (It's contradictory to #2. yeah? Laughs)
7. Catch up on my bible reading! (I wanna finish by 13th sept next yr!)
8. Wanna learn something new! : ) Like a language or something!
9. Wanna HUG my mummy, daddy and sister...and famie too! On xMas day! : )
8. Evaluation time (Year-end!)

*Away - Checking results* Yeah! Praise the Lord! I got an A-! Really God's grace! : ) So hAppy! *Away - To tell my mummy* Keke...feel like a kid!
Yawns. Gonna sleep soon! Before I end off, wanna say, go watch the movie SAW! The plot is really intriguing and well-thought! It's definately worth a wkend ticket! Well, I definately don't watch it coz of the gore and psychotism, but i'm intrigued about how the show manages to steer people's instinct in a certain way. And how people's thought-patterns intersect.
It's really interesting, do give it a shot!
Okie, have a wHoopy-licious wkend aHead! Ho-ho-Ho!

Posted by sOtz at 4:31 pm

Saturday, November 20, 2004


Alert! Girlfriend Wanted!

Anyway, on someone's request, i'm posting an advertisement for him:

Criteria:

Simple? : ) So if you do qualify, just call in to register, and i'll schedule you on the waiting list!
Be rest assured the former has reciprocable qualities. Else, *money-back guaranteed!
SO call now!

* (Currency to be confirmed)

Grins.

Anyway, today was both Cornelius's 21st Birthday and dUmbo's engagement party! Just came back from dUm's chalet, met some old friends and some new! Met timothy for the first time, as well as dUm's bro's girlfriend, and dUm's cousin julius! The party was a small but warm gathering, and I enjoyed myself, except that Kin kept taking photos of me! Grrrr...so frustrated! dUmbo, u'd better surrender them to me! or delete! Or else..

On the other hand, so sad, poor Corn has to mug thru his birthday for the exams next wk! Prob. post-exam celebrations for him! Cheer up boy! And study hard! : ) Oh! And on his request, please wish him a Happy Birthday, and with a present in hand! Grins.

Ooh! Can't wait till next sat! Gonna watch Mama-mia at last!
After the exams are O-V-E-R !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Till then! Wink~

Posted by sOtz at 11:34 pm

Thursday, November 11, 2004


"There are many things in life that will catch your eye, but only a few will catch your heart, pursue those." - Unknown

I like this quote!

Anyway, I'm just so glad I can see the sun rise and set each day! So glad that I can see the clouds in the sky, the waves in the sea, and the people whom I love!

Well, you must be wondering why yeah?

Well, I was watching a movie today, when I was reminded of my eye operation earlier this year. When I first finished the op, I was almost in tears, as I couldn't see at all! I could hardly open my eyes, and everything was so blurred that I could only see colours, and nothing else. Moreover, my eyes kept bleeding, that both my parents were so afraid to even look at me. However, my brave mummy helped me to clean the blood and stains away, and after a few days, it got so much better! I'm so glad that my eyesight now is better; out of the 5 senses, it's probably the one I cannot do without! Without it, I won't ever be able to see people smile, to see the pretty things around me, and to watch myself grow older each day! SO I really thank God for my eyes! : )

Anyway, I got to go out with my parents today! My dad just had the sudden urge to watch a movie at Sun Plaza; it's weird that he chose there though, coz he'd never liked to travel, and Sun Plaza's just so far from my house. The movie was good though. Anyway, it's the second time I've ever been there; the first was about a yr ago. How time flies, and how things have changed. Well, guess that's life yeah? Time just moves on, with or without you. Simply have to catch up with it.

Oh ya, should update you guys on my LTB. It was great! The trip to Pulau Ubin was tough, but fulfilling! We got a shock that the kids smoke a great deal, and that they kept swearing and cursing. Ben was just remarking that the vulgarities that they used actually rhymed! Laughs. Well, Wei Ming and I had the toughest group amongst us, and we had a super hard time communicating with the kids! But I was really pleasantly surprised, when one of the kids actually msged me that night, to say that she'd really enjoyed the trip! So glad and relieved. Guess all the effort was worthwhile, yeah?

Really gonna miss everyone in the LTB group too! It's the best project group that I've ever had! Serious! It's a pity we're not all in the same classes next sem! : ( Well, there's still MSN yeah? Oh ya, Ben's missing my voice so much that he's installed SKYPE in my laptop. It's a program that allows you to talk while online. Yes, talk as in verbal communication. It's super clear too! Do go download too, so I can talk to you online! You can download from here. You can add me, my nick's sotz86. It can help save on phone bills too, really. So do download!

Gonna jump into bed now! GOod nites! -Hugs-

Posted by sOtz at 11:58 pm

Thursday, November 04, 2004


Walking in the Rain!

I'd love to do that! If not in consideration that I have to remain un-sick for my exams! grr..

Well, was walking to YMCA for bible study, when I saw a kid and her father crossing the road in the pouring rain at a LEISURE PACE. For one, I was contemplating if I should lend them my one and only umbrella sheltering my own head, whilst wondering why they are still walking so slowly but steadily amidst the people running to and fro. However, I stopped short when I saw the girl smiling as she closed her eyes and cupped her hands to catch the rain while walking. It was absolutely beautiful, beautiful, to watch a scene like this! I smiled as I walked away. She'd really made my day! : )

I'm really longing for exams to be over, and for the hols to come! It's always at this period in time that you suddenly want to do a dozen things you've never wanted to in the first place! For one, I just want to go cycling by the beach, or take a short trip somewhere, or to just kiss my mummy! Laughs. Crazy, crazy things that I just wanna do. Think I should write a book sometime too, and read it when I'm 80, and laugh back at all the nutzy things I did. Grinz. But seriously, I think I will, some-time. Been trying to plan the things for the year ahead too. My dad's been asking me over and over again if I'm really sure that I want to go US, coz he's so worried that I can't adapt there - can't wash my clothes, can't eat well or sleep enough. Well, I have God with me, don't I? ~Wink!

Oh ya, I simply have to watch Before Sunset this weekend! I think it's a really good show, and its reviews are agreeing with me...laughs. ANy takers for the movie?

Oh, before I forget, do pray for good weather tommorrow! Coz my LTB group is going to bring the group of kids to Pulau Ubin, and it's been raining haphazardly the past few days! Just 8 of us versus the 18 kids. 6 of us are pairing up to take 6 kids each. Really gonna depend on my partner Wei Ming, coz I'm totally bad at directions. Hope it'll be a fulfilling trip though! Have been planning this for ages. Looking forward!

Okie den, gonna end here. Here's a song I've been so addicted to it.
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That's Why (You Go Away)

Baby won't you tell me why, there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion, I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up, now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost, right now
Now you want me to forget, every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

Chorus:
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong, were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

Bridge:
Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore

Posted by sOtz at 9:15 pm

Tuesday, November 02, 2004


I wanna go home!

Argh...stats is driving me nuts! Esp with those unknown mean and variances! Argh. So tired! School's fun, but absolutely tiring as well! Just joined floorball last sat, found it to be a cool sport! It's so unlike me though...have to be more rough and aggressive I guess. And have to train more too! Hmm...but i should seriously consider investing in sun-block...coz i'm getting darker by the day! One girl in school thought I was a Malay! Laughs..

Looking forward to going US next yr too! My documents are still pending though..one of the requirements..I had to have my prof to verify my proficiency in English! Laughs. Gonna miss church alot though, the youth conference and all. Ooh ya, the family carnival's coming up in 2 wks time! Hope dUmbo and kw comes!

Ahh...Corny has really nice songs on his com! Nice! Okok...gotta get back to studying. TaaAaa!

Missing my mummy in China!~

Posted by sOtz at 6:20 pm