Sunday, September 25, 2005


Feeling Happy! Had a sumptuous dinner at Pu Tien, my fave chinese restaurant! It's kinda considered my birthday treat from my parents, though it's like almost a month overdue la! Laughs. But wanna thank them for being so sweet too, coz I was kinda late in reaching. Haiz, it's a long story. Was on the bus from church to Boon Lay with Gab, when we bumped into a guy who kept following and talking to us. Tried to shrug him off when we boarded the train, but couldn't too, so Gab got so pissed, that we alighted just one stop after, just to wait for the next train. Were both so relieved though, coz we finally had some time to ourselves to talk and catch up on. 4 months, is such a short, yet long time yeah, we had so much to talk about. Anyway, wanna thank Gab, Ray, Daph, Serena, Deana for the present today! Esp Gab, for taking time off to get the present! Will wear the shawl-pullover thinggie sometime soon k!

Cool Air! Whooh, finally got my new air-con installed! Daddy changed all the air-cons in the house too, cause it's all breaking down due to wear and tear. It's a big signal to move house soon ya! Before everything else breaks down too. And the house is simply in a BIG mess too! You must wonder how I can ever live in it ya? Laughs.

Nightmares. You'll never believe, but I had like 3 consecutive nightmares in a row the last few nights. The first was of 2dots, the second about my dad tryin to kill me, and the third bout my mum. All ridiculous dreams ya, and I'm really not in a favour for a fourth tonight, coz I really need the sleep. Sigh, perhaps it's my new air-con that's much noiser den usual (coz it's a window unit). Guess I'll just have to try to adapt ya! People ard me have all been commenting on my dark eye rings. Haiz.

Oh dears, tink I'd better go catch some rest, coz my eyes are already dozing off. Good nites!

Posted by sOtz at 10:16 pm

Wednesday, September 21, 2005


A Heart After You!

Really want to carry His presence with me wherever I go! Hope that through me, people can catch a glimpse of His unconditional love. Must really focus and set my priorities back again ya. Been so tired and stressed out recently. Guess it's through tough times that your capacity is stretched yeah. So for those feeling the same, do hang in there!

Test Blog. Still wondering how I should redo my blog? Using this as a test site, grins. Wished I had the time to program my own website, coz there's this website that hosts your database for free! Well, bear with me yeah, I'll come up with something, hopefully soon!

B'dae Surprises! 2 people I wanna thank! First is Keith, thanks for your hand-made card! It's beautiful! So touched! And next is, dUmbo! Thanks for making the flash file! And yes, I do remember u made a powerpoint for me last time too! Thank u!! -Hugs-

Work Overload! Sigh, what else can I say about school? Wondering if it's age catching up with me, or that I simply can't seem to be able to pull through all that work. Kinda lagging behind still, haiz. Well, just have to keep on keeping on yeah!

Okies, gotta rush for the catwalk. So exhausted now, think I might sleepwalk instead. Laughs. Cya!

Posted by sOtz at 5:04 pm

Sunday, September 11, 2005


Familiarity makes the heart grow fonder, Absence breeds contempt. True?

Anyway, I love this song, the one u're hearing right now. It really reminds me of MeeShell, and all the times we talked while walking back from work. She'll be singing this song, while walking ditzy-ly along the path back to Bayside. We both love this song, as it connects us to the million and one thoughts crossing our mind. Sigh, missing the times back at the States! Hardly see her at school now, but we'll often talk online. She's a real darling though, and I can see how one can easily fall in love with her! Put aside all her blurness, sleepiness and messy-ness, and you'll realize what a beauty she is! Sigh, miss having her around! Her laughter, her heck-care attitude, her sleepiness, her teh-ness! Laughs.

Hmm..kinda missing 2dots too! Missing his voice, his smile, and everything about him! Ha, guess I should stop writing here. Sigh. Reality hits hard too often a time yeah, but guess that's the way life is. Anyway, school's been so busy for me, and I've been feeling pretty drained though it's just the 3rd week. Have to catch up with my work pretty soon, or else I'll be left far behind! Gonna discipline myself to stay in school to study at least 3 times a week yeah, especially sats since I'm free now.

Okies, really gotta rush for church now. Have a blessed wkend!

Posted by sOtz at 10:39 am

Friday, September 09, 2005


Clumsy Me!

Gosh, so tired now. Been up the whole night doing my FT assignment. Will never do last minute work again. Reached home at 8plus yest, slept till 12am, and have been up since till now, rushing the essay and CV. Had classes from 830 till 315, and wouldn't have been able to submit my assignment if Elvis hadn't helped me. Prof was kinda strict too; had to print the resume on 100gm paper, and Elvis had to rush out to buy for me. Anyway thanks so much Elvis! Owe u 2 big favors le!

Sotong. Ran out of class to sign my CV, was talking to Elvis, and guess what? I slammed right into the wall in front of me! Gosh. First time ever in my life to! Hurts so bad now. Think I'll have a big lump on my forehead later! Grrrr..sigh. Wonders how I'll last through CG later? Plus have to rush down to Hard Rock to support Jeff and the Dream Factory. Oh ya, forgot to mention, they got into the Battle of the Bands finals! Awesome!

Okies, gotta go eat something now, or I'll faint from hunger. OOOh ya, better copy my timetable b4 boss closes again. I'm so terrible ya. It's the 3rd wk of school, and I still don't know my timetable; get lost at classes; and haven't read a single page of the $200 worth of textbooks! Faints. Better buck up sOtzy!

Mon: BP 8.30am SOB(SR2.4) ; SE 10.15am SIS(NSR2.4)
Tue: OOOOFFF! Yipee!
Wed: SE 10.15am SIS(NSR2.4) ; NET 12pm SIS(NSR2.3)
Thu: BP 8.30am SOB(SR2.4)
Fri: FT 8.30am SESS(CR5.1) ; MA 12pm SOA(SR3.2)
Sat: BSM 9am SOA(SR3.5)

Posted by sOtz at 4:35 pm

Tuesday, September 06, 2005


Just rest your eyes.

Just finished reading a book and I've totally understood a new meaning to this phrase. It's really something which I never would have thought of before. It shocks me, how this book could make me feel that I am reading someone else's mind, right here, right now. In an instant, there's a million thoughts crossing my mind, and I could clearly see what kind of a person I had been; and it frightens me. It's someone I would never have thought I would be; someone so distant and surreal, but yet so familiar. These thoughts really scare me. In fact, a great deal. Thought in the past week, I had already felt the worse I could have, hmm but guess I was wrong; and seriously wrong. I feel so bad now, that I can't even pen down what's going through my mind; which is in a whirl. Tell me, why did I have to pick this time to read this, when I had the whole past year to? Why now. And why this of all books. Oh gosh, sigh. Well, guess maybe there just isn't a better time to read it than now yeah. Sigh. So Lord, help me. Please.

Posted by sOtz at 8:46 pm