Monday, May 31, 2004


"The more of the past you carry around, the less of the present there is room
for." - Dalton Roberts

Last week's service was awesome! It really ministered to me! But more than just hearing, I have to apply it in my life yeah? Really looking forward to the youth conference tomorrow! Well, though I didn't get into the Word Power finals, but I've learnt a lesson - to be more aggressive! Laughs. And perhaps my arm power too! Giggles. Liyun kept telling me not to be so 'ku niang', but I'm really not! Argh.

Anyway, had a good weekend with my parents this week! Yest, my dad tOok my sis and I to the Food Fair at expo! It was really fun! Felt like a little kid! Grinz. Ate tons of fOod! Boy, gotta diet le! Don't wanna break the Guiness Record for heavy weights! Laughs. But looking forward to go Bangkok!! kEKe. The last time I went with UsHin, we spent over a $1,000 each! We used up to our last cent and dollar...and had to resort to using cards instead. Faints. Planning for a trip to Hong Kong with her the 2nd half of this year! Really have to budget, budget, budget this time! Sigh, tons of things I wanna do...wonder if I have the time. Wonders when Sue would be back from UK. We all agreed to go on a holiday for our 21st birthdays! Ok, shall write down a list of things I wanna do:

1. Go diving in July, Pulau Redang! Any takers?
2. Take a visit to Penang to visit BiQi. Waiting for Sue to come back! Any takers tOo?
3. Plan a trip to Hong Kong with Ushin! Eh, this one, no takers!
4. Celebrate our BIRTHDAYS! Ideas, ideas?
5. Study hard! I'm not a bummer k!
6. Re-learn my guitar skills! It ain't just bout practice. Takes anointing too yeah?
7. Work hard in my business! Leverage on my TV-watching time! Sigh, easy to talk, hard to do! Laughs.
8. Diet, diet, diet! A Perpertual, yet Unfulfilled Goal. Argh.

Okie, shan't be greedy. Leave it at 8 for the moment! oOh, can't wait for work to end. Meeting Ushin for dinner in town...hMm..can't think of a new place to dine...any ideas? Have been to Hard Rock, Marche the past few times. oOh ya! I just got my visa mini! Actually, it's some time back! But seriously, I haven't blogged in ages, have I? Laughs. Go get it! It's super cool! Though I'm not an encourager of plastic cards! Hee..

Kk...gOnna stop here! Coz i wanna pEe! Don't Laugh! Coz it's Super Urgent! Gotta go...nature calls!

Posted by sOtz at 3:04 pm

Tuesday, May 25, 2004



Life Goes On!
Wow! Haven't written in a while! Anyway, life's been good! My eye op was successful, and guess what? I permed my hair! Grinz...my maid says I look like a princess, while my mUm says I look like an auntie! Hmphs..Can't please everyone, can I? Laughs. Anyway, just got a call from SMU to go down for interview. Sigh, not sure which uni I should go. All the courses I applied for are all intrinsicallly different! The predicament of an undecided girl! Gotta pray hard over it! The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams, yeah?

Anyway, also, my cg got into the semi-finals for Word Power too! It's really by God's grace, coz we hardly have time to memorize! Tml's the semis, and I'm nervous! Gonna have to practice, practice tonight! Do keep us in prayer! Esp Pei xi! Cos she's so tired..with only bout 2-4 hours sleep each night. Think she's also fallen ill today...gonna visit her later!

Ok...gotta stop here to memorise my verses. Will post again soOn! Wink!~

Posted by sOtz at 4:32 pm

Tuesday, May 04, 2004



Dreams!

Hello! Haven't blogged in ages! Anyway, April had been pretty eventful. Oh! I have a testimony to share! hMm..I lost my wallet last sun..it was stolen actually, while I was shopping with Liyun n my CG members at Wisma. Was really upset, coz I lost my IC, lots of cards, and impt stuff. Was biting my lips as I called my dad, worried how he'd respond. However, instead of reprimanding me, he prayed for me over the hp, that I'd recover my wallet soon! More than that, when I reached home...I realised my dad cooked crabs (for the 1st time!), bought my fave Indian and Chinese rojak, and my yUmmy pandan kaya cake! Was really nice of him! Esp my mum was away at KL! *Touched* Best of all, the next day, guess what? A cleaning woman found my IC and driving licence at a recycling plant near CCK! And she came all the way down to my house to return me! Wow! I'm amazed...it's really God's grace! Can't thank Him enough for all the things He's done for me! =) I'm touched by the little things my CG members do for me too! Elaine, Glenn, and Yi Fei helped me roam Wisma to search for my wallet...and wanted to send me home too. Oh ya, forgot to introduce..Yi Fei's my new team member for Word Power, coz Kimmy's not ard anymore. Our CG just combined with Sis. Aiming's CG just barely a month back..will be multiplying again in June. And Glenn's my new CG member! Super tall guy...and surprisingly, he has the same b'dae as me..and Sheena! Laughs. oOh...can't wait for June to come! Sue will be back soon! And I'm looking forward to go Bangkok, and the Youth Conference as well! Getting impatient...!

Hmmm...so many things I wanna write...but can't seem to reiterate them all down in words! I'll just write the recent events, yeah? Anyway, I've had a dream last night again...have been having many dreams of the same person in different events for the past few months! But I just can't recall it clearly what happened. Hmm...many other people have had been dreaming of me too! Just last week...Liyun dreamt of me too! But she said she can't remember if it's a good or bad dream! Laughs. Wonders how dreams are formed? Maybe I should go read up on them, eh?

Re-reading a book now..titled "Whose Child is This" by Bill Wilson...actually...he was the first speaker I've heard in CHC. Remembered he preached on passing on the baton to the next generation, and that's us! Hmm...this book's real good! It never fails to inspire me to live my life for God! Hmm...remembered I used to attend his children's church when I was young...and was always amazed how he could preach even though his voice is so hoarse! Hmm..wonders too how my friends at my old church are doing. Saw my ex-pastor's daughter on sun at svc..she's attending svc at CHC too! Hmm..as I met her a thought flashed through my mind. I was thinking...if God were to require an account..or rather, a progress chart, of my past till now..I guess perhaps I might have charted negative growth! Hmm...teared as I was ushering on sunday...as I thought of the many things I've done to upset Him! Hmm...but all these are gonna change, ya! Be strong, sOtz!

Wow....I've written so much. Guess I'll stop here! Oh, do pray for me! I'm going for a minor op next week! Horribly worried..coz my vision's gonna be blurred for at least 2 weeks. Meanwhile, I'm definately gonna blog soon again! Got so much to write!! Laughs. Ta!

Posted by sOtz at 5:05 pm