Tuesday, March 30, 2004

StuCk in office!

It's almost 8pm...n I'm still stUck in my office! Can't wait to go home to eat the yummy food my maid cooked. Her cooking's really getting better u know...from spaghetti to shephard's pie...to her own Indonesia kueh (some corn fried in batter). YumMy! Can't wait to fall into bed tOo...so tired. Was back from KL yesterday at 2+am...n went to work at 7am...was a total zombie. Laughs. Felt better today..played foosball at school! Anyway, missed church & cg again over the weekend. But I really learnt alot being there with my friend. We helped wash and clean the house...splashed water and foam all over the floor...was gliding all over...like ice-skating! Laughs. Didn't know cleaning could be so fun! But anyway, it was really sad for my friend, coz her mum left unexpectedly, and her dad's kinda senile. Hope she'll stand strong. Her dad's a difficult person to live with...he has 'lao ren chi dai zhen'...n kinda like slight amnesia...so he'll tend to forget things. But more than that, he doesn't seem to appreciate the things people do for him. He doesn't remember anything good about people...and that's kind of sad. Her mum stood by him the whole time...and yet he only criticized her. I resisted crying throughout the funeral...but i couldn't help but tear when I saw how her dad was...and heard how he had treated his wife. Guess nothing can change him, unless he chooses to, yeah?

Anyway, aside from that, the passion movie's out this weekend! So glad I can watch..coz i'm not 21 yet! Heard lots about it...can't wait to watch it! Hope sue and celine will be able to catch it in UK and aust too! =) And ooH...I can't wait for june to come! Wanna go diving! It's either at tioman or redang (the summer holiday's island!) Just realised sheryl's brother learns diving too! He's taking Dive Master soOn! Gabriel's also converting his navy license to the advanced diving license. Sigh, guess I'm the slowest. Even Meiling has a basic license. Quick sOtz, get a license! Laughs.

Okie, gotta go! It's 8pm!! Home Sweet Home! Wink!~

Posted by sOtz at 8:02 pm

Thursday, March 25, 2004

Prayer Request!

My good friend, Sheryl, her mum just passed away. Rushing down to KL later tonight. She must be really sad...coz her mum's the closest person to her, ever. So do pray for her oh! Hope everything would turn out right. Cya next week!

Posted by sOtz at 10:14 pm

Friday, March 19, 2004

Difference between Strong Women & Women of Strength
2nd time I've read this, and still how true this goes..

A strong woman works out every day,
to keep her body in shape.
But a woman of strength kneels in prayer,
to keep her soul in shape.

A strong woman isn't afraid,
of anything.
But a woman of strength shows courage,
in the midst of her fear.

A strong woman won't let anyone,
get the best out of her.
But a woman of strength,
gives the best of herself to everyone.

A strong woman makes mistakes,
and avoids the same in future.
A woman of strength realizes that life's mistakes can also be
God's blessings, and capitalizes on them.

A strong woman,
walks sure footedly.
But a woman of strength knows,
God will catch her when she falls.

A strong woman wears the look,
of confidence on her face.
But a woman of strength,
blossoms with His grace.

A strong woman has faith,
that she is strong enough for the journey.
But a woman of strength has faith,
that it is through the journey that she will become strong.

Posted by sOtz at 11:09 pm

Wednesday, March 17, 2004

LaugHs...hiccUp...laughs..

Hello! It's a sUnny wednesday mOrning! Awake yet? *stR--e-tc----H!! I'm wide awake! Had a great tiMe with usHin yesterday! If u don't know who she is, she's my best friend from poly! She's a Korean..a gorgeous girl, and a real pal! Wink~! Heehee..We're like twins on campus...never apart from each other! So glad we still keep in touch after graduation! Anyway, we went to eat at MarcHe...ordered tons of food...and guess what? We finished all of it in 20mins! coz we were rUshing for the sHow! Watched The Eye 2 @ sUntec...sNeak previews. And we didn't realise it was free seating..till we reached late n had to sit in the 3Rd row! Hmmm...the sHow wasn't so bad after all...but usHin missed half the sHow coz she was so totally scared! I had to describe the on-goings of the sHow every few minutes to her...wHile sHe was hiding her face behind her bag! Haha..I wasn't any better. I was too hAlf pEepiNg at tHe sHow thRu my fingers! Laughs. The show isn't exactly scary, it's just the sound effects i guess. Oh...but pregnant women are strongly advised not to watch! Know why? Not coz it's a freak show...but u won't ever want to give birth after that! UshiN & I had our thoughts on tHat tOo! Ha! After that, we lazed at the cOmfy chairs @ Pacific Coffee...till we gOt cHased out! Haha...the shop has to close, yeah?

Oh ya! Here at RP this week, they have the table soccer tournament! GonNa find some tiMe to go wAtch! Not gONna take part though...coz I'm still a rOokie! Laughs. We played a friendly match agst some of the best players last week..and boy, they were really good! We would have been trashed if their defender didn't let me strike 4 out of the 5 goals on purpose! Didn't know if I should feel embarrassed or insulted that he kept giving way 2 me. But anyway, that's one of the many events coming up. Some others are the Republic Idol (this term is overused!), Inter-Poly debates, bowling, and even karoke! Laughs. Any takers?

oOh..yesterday..I met a cleaner here at RP...who, surprisingly, asked if I was from NYP yesterday....from Block L. Said used to notice me ard there. I laughed...coz it's been almost a year since I graduated..and I've hardly attended lessons then! And never knew I was known for skippin school...till I read my testimonials. Remembered my record attendance for a module was 1/2 a lecture for the whole semester! Haha. Not to encourage truancy, but time has to be
prior-it-ised yeah? Grinz..

oKie...tHat's all for nOw. Oh ya, listen to tHis sOng! [My heart sings praises]
It's an old song, but it's one of my favourites! Wink~!

Posted by sOtz at 10:10 am

Tuesday, March 09, 2004

ArRgH..

So frustrated with myself! Guess what? I lost my hp again!! Think I dropped it either at the lido tHeatre 3 sEats G7-8 or at wHeelock's niKe sHop! So upset...coz tHere were stuff in my hp I wanted to keep! Have been delaying backing up my hp [though i got the cable already]...so much for the price for my laziness. Sobs. Doubt the person who took it wd return...called back 10mins later...and my hp was off already! Mean person! Sighz...but i guess no one wd return a 6220 yeah?

hMm...anyway, I watched Monster yesterday. The show's not bad...thot Charlize acted really well. But I thought the plot was really disturbing. It's about a girl [Aileen] who wanted to quit hooking when she unexpectedly fell in love with another girl [Selbie], and so she became more boyish, and took to killing (instead of hooking) to earn more money to support Selbie. In the end, when they were both tracked down, to save her own life, Selbie testified against Aileen, which got Aileen executed in 2002. The fact that it was based on a true story disturbed me further. Hmm...maybe what Daryl said was right. Hmm...lapse in my thoughts..

oKie...gotta do work now. Will be uncontactable till I get a new hp...hMm...actually, it's a pretty good feeling u know! laughs. I feel carefree! But on the downside, I've lost all my contacts, msgs, pictures, videos in my hp. sighz. HmMm..Cheer up sOtz..at least u can get a new hp now. Cheer up!

*AWAY*

Guess what? I won a pair of tickets again! Laughs. WOndering why again? Coz I won a pair of tickets to a play last week...and this time a pair of movie tics. Feel blessed! Wink! =)

Posted by sOtz at 10:59 am

Sunday, March 07, 2004

Love, Me
Like tHis song alot! Esp the chorus!It's by Collin Raye.
Had alot of stuff on my mind...when I suddenly heard this song. First heard it sung by my 3-yr old cousin...and I fell in love with it! He sang beautifully! Wonders if he understands what he's singing. But anyway, here it goes! [Tabs]

I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me.
He said, Boy, you might not understand, but a long long time ago.
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your Grandma so.

We had this crazy plan to meet, and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead.
I found this letter, and this is what it said.

[Chorus]
If you get there before I do.
Don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darlin wait and see
Cause between now and then, till I see you again
I'll be lovin you
Love, Me.

I read these words just hours before, my grandma passed away.
In the doorway of a church where me and grandpa stopped to pray.
I know I'd never seen him cry, in all my fifteen years,
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.

[Chorus]

Cause between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be lovin you,

Love, Me

Posted by sOtz at 10:57 pm

Thursday, March 04, 2004

YawNs (",)

Gosh...i'm tired. Just came back from dUmbo's hse...ooH..i drove bAck! N i parked the car PERFECTLY! Laughs..have been trying to practice parking the car from all kinds of directions. It's tough man...know why? Coz I'd only taken 11 driving lessons before I got my license! Not bragging...I just didn't have the time to learn then. Anyway, finally got my internet up after 2wks of procrastination. Haha...just plain lazy...but I thought...I shdn't waste money like that. switched from pacific to singnet...so my new email's @singnet.com.sg instead! Sighz...waiting for my songs to finish downloading...so thought I'll blog. Btw, there was a live band at lunch hr at RP today...great for a change from all the trance music over the past few days...don't quite apppreciate the latter. ooOoHh...it's almost 1am! GOnna hAve to sleep! Gotta wake up at 5am to code! Coz i've been bumming around at work this whole wk...n I'm feeling outright guilt-striken now...sheEsh. Need discipline, discipline, and more discipline man. gOsh, fEeling so full...ate sUshi bUffet earlier on at cUppage...oKie...decided!...gonNa watch my over-dUe animatrix befOre i fall asleEp! nitEz...sweEt dReaaMs!

#Anyone kNows how to crack the password for my tagboard? Can't login....can't even remember my userName..aRrgh..